I think it's easier to drink to forget ... What will become of my love, in this
night?
It's no longer my love here tonight ....
I went to Necropolis
I met Malena and her friend
take some nails and proceeded down the stairs of the mystery.
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No simple explanation has.
Thus, without logic or sense
A serious mistake and you're repressed
Best run to prevail
No logic or sense but it is the kingdom of life.
Dangerous things can happen and in the past will stay,
but you will never achieve, stay to be here.
I want a fixed life, and never able to be here.
I'm not depressed,I just can't get out of bed
The true reality should not be the closeness between two lines.
If you are writing today because the ideas locked, it's way better go having a glass of vine somewhere, far away from those monsters: the ideas.
In the first place, It's an imperfect world, and few of us want to get the suit, but the difference is for those who fail to hide (or are not willing to), and without fear, they face the reality in which they live. That's why the reality is an alternative three-point range.
The first point leads us to discover our identity. How is it, if the Superheroes, asked them selves such a question, why shouldn't we not doing the exact same thing?
For example: some people tried discover their inner Guevarism, others prefer to find their roots of existentialist years, and retrieve an energy boom of happiness wich many years has subsidized the arts. Having great ideas to plan their lives, and draw with chalk a distance not too unattainable to avoid falling into a deep and dark well, but also not too poor because it'll be easly achievable. Others put on the Superman costume and run their typical day-routine (annoying), to a greater action: let a few cents more at the kiosk, serving coffee to a woman that no one in the office seems to visit (or maybe they don't care about her) or maybe staying up after hours at the office, so the human-eater fucked up system can have a delight for snack. I always pictured myself, playin' cybernetically to be Vader ( yes, THAT Vader hell yeah ^_^). I think many other internet wanderers do it also...
If you find my grooveshark account you'll notice it. I don't know why the Dark Forces always seems to be the best position to play in a world like this. If you desire a second tought, these Vaders (me and the others) have a lot of ideological concience, but we don't believe it'll be of any use today. Why Annakin choosed the Dark Side? Ask yourself that question, and you'll know the answer why we all carry a hidden Vader inside. I remember there's a Slovenian philospher named Slavoj Žižek, who analyzed George Lucas Jedi Knights, and made a brilliant conclution. They're spiritual yoga-shit people, always willing to sacrifice for the sake of others, and very focused on the task at hand. I don't remember the exact analogy, but it was something like that.
That's a great example applying for those people in love with the system, imagine a office worker like that!
And also we Sith are way better, because we're a bunch of creepy-painted idiotic anarchistic shadows, who believe everything needs to be restarted. I, my self, have cosplayed manytimes a Sith, only for having a great sense of identification.
Citing Metric:
" Who would you rather be: The Beatles or The Rolling Stones?"
My point is: on every edge of the planet, identification is a very important thing, and it should be the primal base of all believings. Have you not ever asked yourself, WHAT THE FUCK I'M DOING IN THIS WORLD WHO SEEMS SO FAR AWAY FROM MY REALITY?
Of course reality is a complex matter. It's not the same in Albania, Argentina, or Georgia. But anyhow, every passing day for me is the question: What's going on?
But beyond all these imperfections, we all try to find the way to a second point.
Nobody EVER when one is born, raises a chart of how things are handled. No one predicts a future of what could become, and no one gives you a scheduled calendar on how you should live your life. It's a life, there's no reglament, code of behavior (mmm maybe there is..) or a special formula to become more succesful.
Life's a bitch sometimes, but behind the complexion it's a brilliant discovery.
I don't believe in taking shortcuts between a narrowed edge, and certainly don't believe in political parties or goverments. That's when your life is not life. There's liberty really?
How many gramms of liberty have you tasted today?
And i'm not talking about foolish notion of Liberty by: killing everyone you want or that kind of shit, I am talking about utopic liberty.
There's always a major scale society tought, inspired by propaganda and a dogmatic code of gubernamental behavior, it's there, believing it or not mades no difference, because it's SUPOSED to be believed.
And there's the magic of this so called "utopic liberty". We humans of the Earth, had the primitive idea of becoming a control freaks, on what you eat, believe, think, cry, sing, smoke, drink, read, hear, love, and so on. It's made and based on jerarquic toughts, of Alpha Males or simply rich fucks who thought they are some kind of Ventrue vampire elitistic Camarilla.
I always played a Lasombra on Vampire: Dark Ages, wich are almost the same as Ventrues, but someway we see this compulsive obsession with controlling other inhabitants.
That's the second line behind everything about life: Becoming free.
It is possible to be free under the dying breasts of a society? How do we freaks, nerds, otakus, geeks, and other urban tribes, exist if we do not believe in the answer of saying: "Fuck you system, this is not what I want" ? I think there's a important ground basis for these urban tribes to exist: Identification of Liberty.
So.... I'm not anymore motivated to keep thinking some more ideas, because they (creeps) have locked down... maybe I'll go somewhere to drink a beer....
Next time, it'll be a lot easier to believe me, really... or not...
Citing Morrigan:
" Have you not minds of your own? [...] ? "
L.M
